Lost Signs

Courtesy: Vadehra Art Gallery

Riyaz Latif

(Translated from Urdu by Prashant Keshavmurthy)
Water 

shoreless centuries! 
look at us 
we’re still as we used to be

lost signs

on your dancing shores, fold within fold

in between fixity and negation on shifting sands

tell us who lifted and placed us

glaring on the ancient level

on the palm of ragged waters

where nothing existed 
in the mirages of ruined spin-drift 
in the desolations of the silent wave

the ocean our constant movement

the ocean perpetual feeling

the ocean gathering our grief into its barren breast

the space between life and our lives

homeless –

the swollen touch of the ocean’s vast breathing 
trembling on the world’s vast brow

in its singular dispersal

tell us, who had made us

that impediment in the earliest swelling of waters?

that obscure endlessness of sands?

lost signs

only look

reckless centuries –

who was that liquid-form

insinuating himself, a space in the spaces of the water’s body

from the ocean’s steady coursing to its dancing shores 
continually dreamlike

once again, that hellish expanse from desert to desert 
that restlessness of the extinction of water in water 
that revolution striking out of extinguished droplets 
O shoreless centuries

turning to steam, the ocean has become the universe 
and as for us

we remain as we used to be

flinging ourselves against dense waves

visitors of mortal spin-drift

those very lost signs 

Fire 

shoreless centuries!

abandoning your shores, look where we’ve reached 
we-in the fire-temples of your hollow coursing

like unfinished worlds

burning others, ourselves burning

incarnated

and from somewhere within, somewhere

disgorging the skies high up

your night has formed us

adorned us

burned us

in the theaters of the sky

in the eyes of the stars

on the highways of eternity

tell us, who was that in those earliest sparks

like sounds

fevered, melting, coming alive

becoming perfect light

brilliant in some blood-dimmed rapture

waning on the breath

kindling the dry leaves of our minds, our hearts 
becoming now the extinguished meaning of his own red figure

shoreless centuries!

having expressed your fire

we burst into light in bodies

somewhere outside — on the far side of the body 
in remote dreams,

moving, passing into extinction

further, further on towards an unknown point 
on those very familiar sands

seared by your touch

falling, incandescent in the soul

turning to smoke

look at us, centuries

we remain

on your obscure, distant shores

gathering and then incandescent skies

lost signs 

Wind
 
shoreless centuries!

through your countless kindled flames have we passed 
blowing like breezes

in those very familiar tones

blindly swooping in

round the bend of some broken horizon

from an unknown center

a ripple in the blood of unfinished worlds

of a meaningless flow

in the fashioning of their own dreams

touching bustling worlds, then vanishing

willful wind

ordering anew

up until now

the armies of your heartless moments

as if every breath arose and passed by

the hospices of some million births

far beyond the mind’s eye

O shoreless centuries

the winds fallen away from your breath

inscribe message after message

with their soft finger on faces without lineage

raising the storm of your name

shrieking, spinning in our desolate soundless bodies 
whirling in our soul

in its own dense, pure gyre

pouring us out

having gathered our forms into its turning

shoreless centuries!

we’re still as we were

in the wind of your worlds

shrieking as we roam

in the mists of your forgotten shores, fold within fold 
crazed, lonely without a form

those very lost signs – 

Earth 

shoreless centuries! 
by the spell of your billowing and wakened waters 
have grounds shot up — here, there

ever spreading, advancing, scattering

gathering the sands of countless feelings 
creating us by the moment, raising us, destroying us 
inaugurating your endless rising

fashioning our bodies

out of its own heart’s mud 
imprisoning you in the vastness of its deserts 
and us in our perpetual gyrations

we’re still who we were

who entered with you 
into the press of this earth’s spaces

into the night densely prickling with stars

secretly turning into dying sound

it was with you we had entered

the lush wildness of forests

gilded grasses, rushing springs

becoming the stones of caves we arrived

at domes and niches resonant with your humming

at pillars risen from your vast yawning

waking earths slumbering in your every new expression 
settling a million cultures!

perpetually beating in your dance, in your arrest

always in the hidden chambers of these silent places —
coursing in the swift, pathless forms of the cleft earth

O shoreless centuries!

how many wildernesses does your infernal beauty swallow!

as if dawn was extinguished in twilight’s bottomless pit! 
sinking into the blind depths of this inferno

in the expanses of night and day

mountain, ocean, flower, leaf,

color and fragrance

coursing squandered 
coming to nothing

O shoreless centuries!

we are what we were

the earliest guardians of the dispersed mud of your axis! 
look, lost signs —

Body 

shoreless centuries!

from the weak, obscure fortresses of our bodies

rises your murmur, sliding

coursing through veins, bones, the flesh

by the crenellations of the nose

in hearing, in vision, 
sometimes in nameless feelings 
abide worlds you had once flung up

from the regions of your dreams

you, touch of crazed emptiness spreading in the blood 
you, taste thriving in the mouth’s famished world

you, great eagle of fragrance in the skies of our breath 
tell me, shoreless centuries

how is it that hours are entangled

in the heartless pores of our hide?

through whose animated faces

only you may pass briefly like beauty

as the fruit of light’s branches may lose flavor

they were your fruits all

your very own elements

transformed utterly

becoming fire, turning to dust

rising in waves

lost in vain and upwelling winds

from spaces, from forests, from sands — becoming 
massive earth

in the theaters of the body

where now even your echo tires of its own approach 
what to speak of the body?

body a moment

body the dwelling of uprooted breaths

axis of the expression of your fire, water, earth

body the countenance of souls

station on the road to eternity

our path to you

O shoreless centuries

we are as we were

passing by the theaters of the body

the hospices of birth

reaching you 
caravans silently advancing towards you 
confidants 
look — upon your dancing shores, fold within fold 
those lost signs again 
express us

for driven by the moment, your secrets into the heart, 
forgetting themselves, unknowing

had arisen from you

will return unto you someday —

 

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Riyaz Latif is an art-historian of Islamic cultures. After a postdoctoral fellowship at the MIT, he taught art-history at Wellesley College in Massachusetts, and Vanderbilt University in Nashville, USA. He emerged as a significant voice in Urdu poetry during the last decade of the twentieth century, and his poems have been published in reputed Urdu literary journals of India & Pakistan. In addition to two collections of Urdu poetry, Hindasa Be-Khwaab Raton Ka (2006) and ‘Adam Taraash (2016), as well as a book of translations into Urdu from European poetry, Mera Khoya Awazah (2014), he has published articles on composite dimensions of literature, culture, art and architectural history. He also translates from Urdu and English, and some of his work can be found in the Annual of Urdu Studies.
He is currently Associate Professor of art-history at FLAME University, Pune
Prashant Keshavmurthy is Associate Professor of Persian-Iranian Studies in the Institute of Islamic Studies at McGill University, Montreal. His research focuses on ideas of fiction, literary theory and authorship in pre-colonial and colonial Persian-Urdu literary culture. His first book, Persian Authorship and Canonicity in Late Mughal Delhi: Building an Ark, was published by Routledge in 2016. In addition, he has authored numerous essays dealing with a varied range of Indo-Persian literary and cultural phenomena.
Riyaz Latif in The Beacon
“Mohenjo-Daro” and other Poems
Reading “At a Window, Waiting for the Starlings”
Fugitive Shadows: “Banaras” and Other Poems
GHOSTS of MALKAUNS
‘Displeasure of Old Friends’ and other poems
‘ON THE SPIRES OF OUR BREATH’
MIRTH AND THE DUST-CLOUD: REMEMBERING VARIS ALVI

 

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